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you are my reason
people always walk on me. why do i let myself be walked on? im so weak. 
29th-Apr-2007 09:38 pm
so, danielle is abitch, a hypocritical bitch. im tired of her shit and the way she goes through friends... ditches them.. wants them back.. ditches them... stabs them in the back.. ditches them. fantastic
i mean. fuck you. really now
so anyway.. she just cancelled on the gwen show for me. and thats 100 dolla ticket that i BOUGHT on MY mastercard for HER. so shes paying. fuck it. i don't care.

so anyway, she wrote this to me after iasked if she was coming.

Hey Kim
About the Gwen ticket, this is where I stand. First off, I really don't want to go to the concert, because I feel like it will be awkward and weird, seeing as I don't ever talk to you or Caitlin. We haven't really talked or hung out since before I left for Utah and then I came back and everything was weird, and we didn't do anything about it. You know that I'm not the biggest lover of Gwen, but I wanted to go because we were all friends and I thought it would be fun. Now that we aren't talking, and really... aren't acting like real friends, what it the point in me going?? John got tickets for the Phantom, not knowing it was the same day as Gwen. I really love the Phantom, and want to see it agian one more time before it leaves Toronto. Kate is in the same situation, because she commited to the Phantom as well. What John is doing, is looking around becuase we have a month left, to try and find someone else to go to the show so that Kate doesn't have to pay for both. And I'm sure we can find someone to use her ticket. I think that is what we should do in this situation as well, because I don't feel its right for me to pay for a ticket that I wont be attending. You have lots of friends, and a month to find someone. I'm sure that someone would love to go, and you would have more fun with someone else anyways. I think this is the best option. I'm really sorry that I have to put you in this situation and that I wont be attending, but I feel like it will be the best solution. Hope you understand. Take care.

 my ever-so-kind responce=

well im *super* excited that you told me this now. you know, a month before the concert. since you've known for a whlie. tahts realllll friendly like. sorry, but thats downright freakin rude. teh only reason i knew to ask you for the money was because i was talking to kate and SHE told me you were goingt o attend phantom. so would you of even told me now if i didn't ask?? apparently not. freakin' RUDE. Oh oh, and honestly, i was looking forward to us all hanging out. and its not my fault that you haven't been talking to me. i tryed talking t you, adn then you just died of and at any attempt to hagn out you were doing other things. and the other things.. like going to rama and down to the falls then newyork or w/e... neither cait nor i were invited to- you didn't even really TELL us about it.which was over so nice. we didn't say anything... because we arn't like that. but it was sort of rude. AND you canceleld out everyone from goingt o my sisters jack and jill. whichalso was a previous arrangement. i mean, i wouldn' of minded if you had TOLD me that everyone was going to ditch.. not as much at least. it was a big slap in the face to say the least. i've attempted to invite you to things, make plans... and everytime i'm shut down.. or ditched. seems like that shall continue for gwen too.. and now that im out 100 bucks, im going to be rude. because, thats 100 dolla i can't afford to lose. and no, no one else can take the ticket. they either work, or are moving, or are still in school. therefore, yes, you will be payin for the ticket unless i can find someone else for it. you made a commitment to go. if you weren't going to go, i wouldn' tof put MY money forward on behalf of you. you promised you'd get me the cash. and franlky, you will...i thought you were a solid okay and weren't goingt o ditch me for your boyfriend. which you do, and did. don't get me started on how your being a hypocrite in the john situation either. saying you love him after what.. a month? not even? and before you bad talked others for saying that they loved someone before that, and that you'd "never do it" because it wouldn't be "real love" and that it would be "moving to fast". bs. im happy that your in a realtionship and are happy, but your also being a hypocrite in this situation.. and i think its cruel to mark. but hey.. thats my opinion again.
good to know you don't consider me a friend..
OH, and that you don't want to bother to fix anyting. lord knows i've tried
i've already been asking around for teh ticket.. ebcause.. you've known of phantom for a while, and i was *waiting* for you to approach me.. didn't happen. and so far no one can take it. therefore, im going to need the money. i don't care if i sound bitchy. i mean, after reading what you wrote and how you've been acting lately. i can pretty much take it that you don't want to BE my friend anymore, or that you even care. so, thanks for being a best friend, ignoring me, ditching me, hurting me and then cancelling out completely.
i don't understand, and this time, what teh best solution for you.. isn't for me.
be in touch soon.

fuck me.

Also, today was my sister bridal shower. it was alright times. same bridal time, same bridal day. everythings gone bridezilla in my world. my familys world, and my house. it slike.. bride bride bride! wait wait.. WEDDING! ahhhhhhhhhh!
and im tired of it
don't get me wrong, im pumped for her wedding.. its just a bit much.. and shes getting a bit bitchy. she keeps bossing me around. thinking i should go and do and basically run around and be at her becking call to do anything and everyting-- think again. not going to happen

then theres Kristen. and im super glad shes opening up to me and im getting to know he rmore
but he more im getting to know her.. the lessi am
everything i thought was her and was lead to think she beleived in and where her moral values layed, have been scewed
she has a fucking dirty mouth, and now smokes pot. *super*
way to be so against it then be a hypocrite. im just digusted. and if i can influence her in any way possible. i hope its to stop this habbit. i don't care how "unoften" it is. im going to stop it
plus im pretty sure she has sx with her old boyfriend. which si still in her life. im going tto stop that soon too. and tell her to sensen the frig up.
basically, im going to bitch at her. soon.

so thats it
thats whats on my mind
i miss ben
and real friends.
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